How do you go to church when you don't trust your pastor?

I don't trust pastors. I want to trust them — but I've experienced so much church-related devastation that I seriously doubt whether I can ever again believe the best about their motives, preaching or how they conduct their lives. My trust is utterly broken. Still, the last thing I want to do is pass that disillusionment on to my children..... COME READ MORE OF MY COLUMN TODAY AT OC MOMS/OC REGISTER!

[p.s. I'm flying to Chicago today to visit my sister! Your prayers for my safe travel would be greatly appreciated--especially since flying terrifies me (eeek!). Thank you! And stay tuned...I'll be blogging and posting pics from Chi-town this week!]